we grew up at midnight

its like your screaming but no one can hear. you almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them you feel like nothing. no one will ever understand how much it hurts. you feel hopeless, like nothing can save you, and when its over and its gone, you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back, so you could have the good. 

i met a girl from new jersey last night and kept asking her if she finds it weird that we can all drink at 18, i cant remember what she said back. oooo i remember us laughing over clutch control aswell.